whats going on????

I've been on progesterone since and I normally get by 14DPO, but I've not had the slightest show that is on her way (normally I start spotting anything from 9DPO to 13DPO) but this cycle nothing at all, I went in for bloods yesterday morning and got told it was -ive, and to stop the progesterone, but my temps have gone way up this moning - should I take the progesterone NOW and call the clinic for a re-test, or is it likely to be another -ive, is it too late to take the progesterone now after not taking it when I should have 6 hrs ago and do I really stand a chance at all this cycle???? Am I clutching at straws????

It just seems strange that I've got no indication that is on her way any time soon is this normal when on progesterone OK I freaked out and took he progesterone (last one I have) 'cos if I am pg I don't want to run the risk of a m/c

Looks like I will have to phone the clinic up this morning to find out what's going on.

I also remember seeing on my notes it written + 36 ??? is that related to my bloods or not??? Another question I will have to ask

Pregnancy test

Well today is the end of the road for me - my life is at an end - I got a BFN on the blood test this morning and now I don't know what I'm to do, the thought of never having a child is tearing me apart, I feel like I am such a failure!

We're both wondering what to do now, we both feel so empty and feel like there is something missing in our lives, we may have a break and save up to have the treatment again, or we might think about another avenue.....I really don't know right now.

all systems go

OMG it hurt like hell

The virology lab kept me waiting for the blood results I needed before the clinic goes ahead with the IUI, as the guy who had them was on the phone, then we got stuck behind, what seemed like, every learner driver on the road, so we got to the clinic 15 minutes late, but I got G to phone the clinic and let them know, so it was OK.

I went in and had to put a gown on, then go across the hall into the scan room, where I was told to lay down, they raised the table and put my legs over leg rests, then it was like a smear - that is until they inserted the catheter and injected the goods, I was OK to begin with, but by the time I got down to the car I had started cramping - like really bad wind.

They told me that I should consider myself pg - so no heavy lifting, no pasteurised cheeses, no alcohol etc etc.

I've to start progesterone suppositories tonight and go back on the 25th September for a blood test. I need to think about how I want to hear the results - I can stay at the clinic and be told there and then, go home and phone the hotline in the afternoon or them to call me at a specific time.

The clinic will also phone me on Monday to see how I'm coping with the 2WW and answer any questions I may have.

So now I am officially in the 2WW

trigger

HCG injection at midnight.

second egg scan

I started to take the Clomid tablets - 50mg on 31 August 2006 for 5 days. It wasn't until I'd nearly finished the tablets that any side effects started, at first it was headaches, but they soon subsided, but I am left with hot flushes on and off day and night.

I have been going for bloods and scans to monitor my progress and everything has been going along really well. I have 2 dominant follicles - one on each side that have grown to 18 & 19mm, and I have several smaller follicles that will not be of a mature size:

CD10 bloods and scan - 5 follies:

R=18mm & 11mm,

L=19mm, 2 x 11mm, 10mm.

This afternoon I found out that I will be doing the IUI on Monday 11 September 2006 at 3 in the afternoon.

Now I am really excited about being this close, but also very nervous about the 50 / 50 chance of success.

I'm hoping and praying that I get the BFP at the end of this cycle, otherwise I really don't know what I'll do.

First egg scan

CD8 bloods: FSH=13.2,

scan - 3 follies:

R=13mm,

L=15mm & 10mm.

Treatment 13

Took last clomid and had CD6 bloods done

FSH of 13.0.

I'm scared about the outcome of this cycle - this is our only chance of expanding our family for a while as it's proving rather costly, so all our hopes are on this one cycle. I'm so scared about the future if it doesn't work, but also excited about the thought of it actually working.

We've got our fingers crossed that for once something will go right.