more delays

Well arrived this morning so Wednesday I will be starting the pill

Apparently my CMV is still + ive so I have to wait 6 weeks before I can have it re-tested and only when it comes back as - ive can go ahead

So no + pg before we go away Looks like it'll be October at the very earliest before we can have our first, and probably only IVF attempt the way things are going

Think I'm going to disappear for a while as I am totally and right now and I'm starting to think that it really isn't going to happen for me after all

booked another appointment with a Dr in my surgery to discuss the way forward for getting rid of this +ive CMV result, as I really can't be waiting for 6 weeks in the hope that it will clear itself

221 days until I am classed as too old for TTC through egg-share and my only chance of ever conceiving a child is gone forever